Unconditional Love.

I had to cut short the prologue because the post was getting really long..!! It is still long but here goes-

I am not sure how many have experienced this and I am pretty sure that there aren't too many who can say that they have been loved unconditionally. That they met a person, got to know them inside out, fell in love and that was the best feeling ever even if they knew that it wasn't going to work out..sometimes you just know it from the start but probably you should just take it one day at a time.

Unconditional love is when you can't wait to tell someone all about you..when you know whatever you say, they won't judge you and you are right that they don't...when all you can think about is how to make each other's lives better...when you are never bored of the person regardless of the time you spend with them...when sometimes you do need personal space but you are still with each other and end up fighting unnecessarily but you know that it is just something that really doesn't matter...when you want to wake up and listen to a voice and when you sleep, you want to hear their silence...when sometimes you are so jealous that you will hurl any blame but they will listen and ignore because they know you don't mean it...may be even laugh and hug you to calm you down because they can never think of doing something that will upset you...when they ask you every single thing about their life and practically make you take all their decisions..when you trust each other so much that you won't even think something could go wrong.....

.....when something does go wrong, you take the blame, forget about it and move on..when even when things you don't want repeated get repeated, you move past them despite the hurt you are getting...when you are forgiving because you DO know that it wasn't deliberate on their part...when you start building up a hurricane inside you because you can't believe things are going wrong...when they think that they aren't doing anything wrong but are forgetting to see properly to know that the end is near....when you know that you are starting to lose a part of yourselves trying to keep it together because again, you do know that it is stupidity, not intention....when they have different definitions for what is wrong and they think it won't bother you because they really do love you...when they are still the same person sharing their life with you, they don't want to hurt you but they don't know they already have...when things that should have ended by now are still struggling to survive because your feelings for each other haven't changed a bit..when you know that all you can do is destroy each other and you continue to do that despite knowing that otherwise is better...

...when, when things do end you can't just digest the fact that they did and that things will change...when you now see each other and still feel the same but then there is too  much hurt that you are ignoring...when you try to grow apart but all you can imagine is to share it with that one person because some things don't change...when you do try to maintain a level of friendship but you cannot because things go back to the hurt again...when then you decide to move on but you feel a part of you is left behind...when you are far apart but still nothing makes you as content as a small talk with them...when you know it can't be but it will always be...unconditional love.....